My Favorite girl of all times is Addriana Lima (thats what im naming my first daughter hehe), she is a Victoris secret model. She in my eyes in b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l! i wish i could look like her! :-( but i dont know how them girls stay soo thin! They like have no fat! I really wonder if they eat at all? And recently theres been a lot of models dying of anerexia, and honestly i think girls that are that thin are freakin gross! Thats just my opinion. I want to be a victoria secret model. Ive always wanted to model and i tried it once but they said i had to stop playing softball, because i couldnt have cuts and scars on my legs, and thats just too bad! haha oh well...

Finals...
Im really nervous about the Finals that i have left...The two that i have left i really HAVE to do good on them and its a lot of pressure...One im pretty sure im going to do good on it but the other requires a whole lot of studing that my little brain can not hold. Whoever invented these dumb things anyways? Come on finals, with all this information?? It is so much and its like you have to have like 3 classes with the same amount of information all in one day! CRAZY! Im going to try my best but it is def. going to be hard thats for sure, and im really nervous! ive never really cared about grades before but now that im eligable the LAST thing i want to happen is me not be able to play because of my not caring, which is really stupid because softball is my life and im not jeopardizing that.

So the other night my i-pOd just stopped working!! It was fine the whole day and that night i went to turn it on and it wont even turn on! What the hell! im so mad, i lOve my i-pod and i hope i can get it fixed when i go back home but its really wierd because like a couple days before my roomates i-pod did the same thing! so now both of them wont turn on and its like just out of no where! This happened to my i-pod before a long time ago but thats because i dropped it and i had to ship it out and it was gone for like a month!! ill be soo sad with out my i-pod for a month! But hopefully it will get fixed > hey its better then nothing...

I dont know what going around lately but everyone has been sick and i got it :-( ... i was soo sick since last weekend and i still have a bad cough and really bad sore throat! It feels like there is like throns in my throat..pretty wierd i know but it kills! and I missed out softball christmas party because i was sick and i really wish i couldve gone :-( ... oh well i just hope it goes away soon because im so tired of it. I hate being sick and i always get something serious like every year, the flu, strep, mono...always something crazy, but thank god this wasnt too bad! i just want it to go away before i go home because the last thing i wana be is sick on my christmas break!

Ok so you know how for christmas (well i dont know about other people) but my Grandma always told me when it comes to presents Christmas is what you "want" not what you "need" but then how come when you ask for things you want you NEVER get them! soo stupid...one thing well actually the ONLY thing i hate about christmas is that every year i give my mom a list of things i want and im soo specific about what i want i tell her the store, size, color everything and everytime what does she do? Go to another store....get the color she thinks is what i WOULD like, and ignores the size...and every year i just return everything and she gets soo mad but i wonder why?!?! it makes me sooo mad!!!

Blogging...

Blogging in the beginning ill admitt i figured it was really dumb, but i dont mind it...i just mind that i have so much to do in like an hour! BUT...i would rather to do then writing papers or inclass writing, or reading articles and writing about them. I like just writing about whatever we want to its a whole lot easier! But i probably wont ever blog again, but it was kind of fun while it lasted. I mean i have facebook and myspace so its kinda like this i guess. But the blogging was fun i think u should keep it up no matter what your little friend says... > whatever his name was < hes just jelous!

H0me = 5 days!

i go home in 5 days for xmas break and im sooo excited!!! I cant wait to be home for like a month and im excited to come back on go on the cruise. Im sad that class is over...well not really "class" but it was a fun class with cool people. I hope my dog remembers me this time. When i went home for thanksgiving my dog was like mad at me for the 1st two days but i hope she doesnt act like that again...Its been snowing at hOme lately not a lot though > but i hope it snows a lot when i go home, so i can go sledding!! Im also going skiing for the 1st time ever with my mommy over break so im really excited about that too! i just cant wait for CHRISTMAS!!! yay!!!

weekend...

This weekend was alright didnt really do much...so glad softball is over for right now! It was gettin really Old gettin up at 5*30-6*00 every damn morning! But congrats on the bball teams! i only went to the boys and that was a pretty good game, close though but thats what makes them exciting. The girls won too but i didnt watch there game. Watching other sports play makes me want to play so bad! i cant wait until our first game! Its a nice day out today though i might go to the pool. Its sad i live in FL and ive hardly been to the pool and been to the beach twice! But i need to get a T.A.N and its a nice day out so maybe thats what ill do!

Bored in Study Hall...

study hall is soo boring!!! and we have it so late that it sucks because im always soo tired...but atleast its a chance to do some blogs! I havent found a news thing yet either i dont find a lot of stuff in the news right now very interesting that i would want to write a paper about...but ill do that while im in here too! and maybe start on my first paper...By the way Professor Drew if u read this im really sorry i totally forgot about bringing my paper to you!! oops!! sorry!!! ill drop it off tomorrow...sorry about that!

cOnditi0ning...
>> sooo conditioning is fine but the pool sucks!! especially since its been cold in the mornings ... and Our coach doesnt really care but finally she relized that its not normal to swim with how cold its been and pool was cancelled all this week and it made this week back soo much better! so instead of being up @ like 5:30...we dont have to get up until like 7:00-7:30! YIPEE!! i hate getting up so early ... but i really hate the pool...it might seem like easy like swimming but its soo hard, we swim like a mile which is a lot in the pool and we have to do a certain amount of laps in a certain amount of time, and basically you have to have really good lung capacity, and it just sucks...but i hope it stays cold so wen we get back in january we wont have to swim!

TODAY WAS A GREAT DAY!!
-today was a great day for me BECAUSE i got C.L.E.A.R.E.D!!! wooo hooo!!! im able to play now!!! It was such a good feeling, i even shed some tears [which is VERY rare]...but i dont know what i wouldve done if i couldnt have played this season, and im just so thankful for everyone that worked very hard for helping to get this accomplished for me....im so surprised i even got cleared i really thought that i wasnt going to get cleared but my coach suprised me today and i was soo happy...so basically its been the best day soo far!!!

>> Thanksgiving Break <<
Going home was soo much fun!! i was soo happy to see my dog, and my friends! it was like a highschool reunion! And my highschool football team is going to the championship now and theyll prolly win it and im very excited for them! It was kinda wierd being home though since i havent been there in soo long it was different...but i loved sleeping in my own big bed, and not have to get up early...and just being able to see everyone! I hate leaving thought but it wasnt too bad knowing im gonna be home in like 3 weeks not even, so thats good....i cant wait until christmas!!!

- Thanksgiving... -

i DEF. think we should have a week off for thanksgiving, i already argued why in my paper, but ill tell you just a little now...well first off flying and stuff depending on when ur flight is can take all day and it sucks...and the day i come back i leave @ 12 and so ill be leaving home @ like 10 to be @ the airport so its really like im only there for 4 days...and it really sucks, u got so many people to see in so little time, and NOT counting Thanksgiving which is a whole day with the fam...and the freshmen dont even get a month for xmas b/c we have to go on the damn cruise so our break is shorter then everyone elses...Also flights are too expensive these days just to be going home for a holiday for only a few days!!! but about class being canceled on the 21st i think it should be...but it really doesnt matter b/c i wont be there anyways ill be on my way home!! yay!!

Lets talk ab0ut jOe!
i think jOe's pr0blem is either he is not lOved...or just dOesnt understand where cOllege students like myself are coming from. J0e works with his family and is with them everyday...i wonder if he has ever been thousands of miles away from them months at a time when he was younger...??? probably n0t and its tough...But i guess he doesnt get it, but i might have to agree with him on the whole blogging thing...i think it is kind of stupid but im not going to argue because i like blogging and its easy! Well im counting down the days until i go home and i can not wait!!! wooo hooo!! 14 more days!

Next Wed. my CRiminal Justice cLass is going on a fieLd trip to see a real cOurt Case, and to a prisOn > it shOul be fun or interesting not sure which word to use, but im excited it counts for 2 A's on a test, and i NEED that so im very happy about it! Also, i get to miss practice and all my classes that day! The dress code is soo strict, and when our teacher was like going around and saying what the girls shouldnt wear, it was funny she was like same for the guys b/c they like the guys even more > pretty gross but its def. true! Im a little nervous honestly i dont really know what to expect but im sure it will be a fun/memorable experience...

>> f0undeR's Day <<
YesterDay was ReaLly fun for me! the Bar-B-Q was gRrEat! SOO happy for good/real/different food instead of the damn caf., and me and my team did all of the games, and the sumo wrestling was fun as hell! and we did all the activities so at the end of the night, i was tired...sore, had whiplash, and my legs were soo sore...haha it was def. a workout, and really fun! Also, some girls on my team did the canoe race, and they won!!! $100 each!! what the heck! i knew i shouldve did it! haha ohh well...im glad they kicked ass! Also > off topic BUT > we have off 2morrow from pratice YAY!! and the rain 2day canceled my 2nd practice and it was great! i cant wait to sleep in until 9! woo hoo!!

so0o0o im cOunting d0wn the days until i go hOme!! i cant wait!...i miss my family, and i keep getting letters from my family and i miss them very much... >> on a softball note we have games on sun. and mon. this weekend/week, and again im still not cleared so i will be sitting there AGAIN watching...i hate NCAA and if i dont get cleared for this season then i cant even travel with the team which is really gay! But whatever its out of my hands so theres nothing i can do anymore...on another note class only being like 10 minutes today was great i went back to my room and slept from like 1*30 - 6*00...and it felt great > i def. needed that sleep...